Thursday, April 11, 2013

Dreary

This is going to be a loooooong day.  My young one is wondering why his mommy is so tired, sad and staring out into space this morning.  And it's not even 10am yet.  It's raining and I feel like that's just how I feel, dreary, even after yesterday's positive sono.  I think some days the cross you carry is just a little harder to lift, no matter what cross it is.  

It all may have something to do with a friend announcing she was pregnant, an unexpected challenge for her at this time in her life.  Hard to hear but I do get it.  I sympathized with her and showed my support and congratulations but then the conversation in the room went to "everybody's getting pregnant right now" and "there's definitely a baby boom going on." I felt like I was doing well keeping my own feelings at bay in the moment but I think the after comments got stuck echoing in my head as I left.  I woke up just wanting to say to somebody, "well... not everybody."

So I'll just say it to my blog :)


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  1. RebeccaApril 17, 2013 at 7:14 AM

    Nope, not every body.

    I know what you mean about the comments echoing in your head - sometimes the echo is worse than the original.

    Prayers that your day got better!

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    1. Learning a Little WayApril 19, 2013 at 5:31 AM

      Thank you! The cloud lifted the next day, gotta keep hoping with some prayer and perspective :)

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